The Space Between- Dave Matthews Band

"i wish i knew how to quit you".


brokeback mountain was a great film, though i wish i could have caught it in the cinema instead.
i mean, i was hardly disgusted by the gay scenes. this is the first time i can look at 2 men having sex and think of them as a couple. then feel sad whenever they quarrel, and cry when one of them got bludgered to death because people realised he was gay.
i wish i knew how to quit you.

my sister has been sick for the past 3 days, vomitting and burning up. it's kind of weird how we both seem to share similar experiences at the same period of our lives. when i was starting sec 1, i got so ill that i had to take pills the size of eyeballs. well, about that size. i coughed so much then that i actually became skinny and developed asthma.

strange. and that's why we are sisters, though if i had a choice i'll want to be the baby, so that you have someone to blame for setting a bad example. my mum always uses that against me. honestly, i'm not exactly adept at taking care of people, much less at being a role model. i think some will remember me as the band's head Quartermistress with a tattoo. sigh.

i tell you, i'm not leadership material. people have trouble deciding which of my two heads to follow.

The space between
Where you smile and hide
Is where you’ll find me if I get to go

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